월요일, 9월 25, 2006
Comeback
Watching: [18 vs 29]Listening to: DBSK [Kurigo..holding back the tears]Feeling: Slightly out of touch with this worldFrankly, I have been gone for so long it feels odd to be back. Hmm but oh well, i finally have a chance to get a breather. Tired~
I know i was supposed to update with shinhwa's concert but guess i will have to shelf it for the moment cos i dun really feel like doing it right now. But trust me, everything is still imprinted in my mind. Though til now, it still seems more like a dream than reality that i actually saw hyesung, minwoo, junjin, dongwan, andy n eric in person. Heh. N i should have gotten cynthia or her sis to pinch me on the night of 15th sept 2006 too. Lol. Cos that feels even more surreal than 10th sept. ^^
I saw 동방신기!!Haha ok somebody pls tell me i really did see them n i din dream the whole scenario that night.
Save for the fact that i was standing at the wrong side of the platform, i wasnt exactly in the first row, there were alot of rowdy thai fans n the extremely squeezy n sweaty atmosphere, i swear the concert could have been pure magic. Duh. But i din get as much withdrawal symptoms as i was expecting. Maybe cos on the whole, it wasnt that enjoyable. -__-
The only thing that makes me think the hefty $193 tix was worth it --> that i saw kim jaejoong upclose!! How do i say..i think he is the epitome of perfectness in this otherwise fallible world.
Trust me when i say there is simply no other like him..
So i was pretty pissed when i kept hearing rumours about him undergoing cosmetic surgery. I dun give a damn about whether it is true or not because when i mean he is perfect, he is impeccable in every single way n not just his looks. Pls kindly take a step back n realise what kind of person he is, with your heart n not your eyes. N then stop bringing up this topic with me if u aim to point out that kim jaejoong is just another pretty plastic doll. Lets just say we are of a different league. Clear?
Aish.
I dun mean to be harsh but sometimes pple can be so insensitive. If i dun go around criticising pple u love, pls refrain from doing that to pple i love. Its just unacceptable, k? Period.
N if i must repeat myself again, i really try my best to love everybody around me. The possibility of me flaring up is like rarer than the blue moon lo. BUT i mean it when i say i love dbsk much more than i love myself. N sorry to say, but there is a certain threshold to how much criticism i can tolerate, just in case there are pple out there who havent realised it.
Sometimes, i crave to be left in my own world much more than anything else in this world...
또 울어버렸다.. @ 2:44 PM